I know everything sucks...

Malungkot...Masaya...Bakla...

2005-03-30T07:13:00.000-08:00

malungkot: math exam kanina and sobrang hindi masaya talaga... nakakaiyak...

masaya: may trumpeta na ko!!!

bakla: nakakita ako ng bakla na sexy, ma-curve, malaki ang boobs.. nung nagsalita, kinilabutan ako!!! ang laki ng boses!!! yikes!!!

i had my finals sa fencing and luckily, i got 2.25. di naman important ang numerical grade sa p.e. anyway...

***i just hope na gumaling ako sa pagtugtog ng trumpet...

Perfect Boyfriend?

2005-03-30T05:52:00.000-08:00

LADIES...
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hangup on him,
who will stay awake just to watch yousleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without make up on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
(stolen from sarah, kaya purple yung color. ^_^v)

***perfect boyfriend... seung-hon...

Cute?

2005-03-28T05:43:00.000-08:00

Your so cute anyone would think your cute. Even the
grown ups:) Probaly any boy would run up to you
with flowers and cute stuffed animals like
you;) Just look at you. Your adorable:)

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He's the one...

2005-03-28T05:37:00.000-08:00

You want a sweet guy. Who'ld take you anywhere.
Like Japan!!! Wow I would like a guy like that
too:) Also he looks so cute in japanese
clothing:)

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WHY?

2005-03-28T05:12:00.000-08:00

when you love someone...

...he'll leave you

when you leave him...

...he'll love you

if you really love him...

...he is in love with somebody else

why?

why can't you just love me the way i love you...
why can't we be together...
you are the one i love...
the one i want to be with...
i am not playing dumb or stupid...
it's just that...
i am really in love with you...
tears keep falling from my eyes...
whenever you're telling me that you'll leave me...
why can't you stay with me...
why...

hahaha..

2005-03-27T10:34:00.000-08:00

got nothing to do..
haaaay sobrang i can't sleep..

hahahaha...

Perfect?

2005-03-27T04:22:00.000-08:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

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Understanding...

2005-03-27T04:07:00.000-08:00

You like the ones that understand you.

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I love MATH!

2005-03-27T03:08:00.000-08:00

3 days na lang...

... MATH EXAM na!!!

anak ng arabo talaga!

haaay i hope na hindi ako umulit ng math..
kung uulit man, sobrang depressing nun...
bakit ba kasi kelangan namin ang math?

sobrang gigil na sa math!

I Think God can Explain

2005-03-26T07:59:00.000-08:00

i dunno what to do.
i am like so boring.
kausap ko ngayon ung special friend ko.
i am happy pag kausap ko siya,
kahit wala kaming napapagusapan minsan.
weird? no. normal kami.
i am also listening to my bro's mp3.
ang galing ng splender,
i really like the song i think God can explain.

I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAIN
Splender
There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes

It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet

The sent of vasoline
in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
when I begin to cry

I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed

God can explain everything, i can explain nothing...

Corregidor Trip

2005-03-26T06:41:00.000-08:00

sobrang enjoy...

***i love these guys talaga...

Apps Nite Pics - March 11, 2004

2005-03-26T06:02:00.000-08:00

i love joyee and sarah... as in soooobraaa!!!
my ever pretty co-apps...

killer smile namin ni sarah.. ^_^
sleeping beauties...
mga intellectuals... sarah, pay and joyee

The Dating Game

2005-03-26T05:26:00.000-08:00

Human relationships are more complex than a consumer transaction, writes Julian Baggini.

Although I find US-bashing a tiresome game, I do object to one lamentable feature of the American way of life that has insidiously infected other cultures: dating.

When I grew up, no one talked about dating, let alone did it. You "went out" with someone or, if you wanted to be cool, were "seeing" someone. But it is not the word I object to. It's the ethos.

Although dating British-style doesn't follow the rigid rules of New York, say, it does follow the same general principles, which for me undermine the whole point of romantic liaisons.

Dating is all about introducing a consumerist ethos to sexual relations. It takes the messy, ambiguous, unpredictable world of love and desire, and tidies it up into manageable compartments. Relationships are broken down into distinct stages, each with their own appropriate degree of commitment.

Stage one is shopping for partners. People self-consciously go on dates where they measure each other up and decide if it is worth seeing more of each other. This degrades personal relationships, because it turns individuals into items we size up like sofas.

It might be said that people have always gone on dates, but this isn't how I remember it. If you went out with someone, it used to be an indication that you were keen on them.

You would accept an invitation pleased that someone was after you, not anxious that you were going to be judged not good enough.

Stage two is the no-risk trial offer. One successful date is followed by others. This may or may not involve sex, but that is not the crucial point. At this stage, there is no relationship, only a series of dates.

What you do in between is up to you, and the most efficient partner-seekers will be hedging their bets with other dates. Again, this is all about staying in control, acting like a cautious buyer.

Stage three is "going steady". At this point, you might think the dating game is suspended while you finally give a relationship a go. But even this is not straightforward. To push the consumerist metaphor further, your new partner comes with a pay-as-you-go contract, with no minimum term.

When people have become so accustomed to treating their lovers as replaceable goods, the fact that you have been with someone for several months, or even years, does not necessarily mean you've stopped leasing and have bought.

As a good shopper, you keep your eye out for better deals and may trade in your present model whenever the time is right. I find this tendency of the dating ethos to encourage us to be with someone who "will do for now" horrifying. Whether it's for a brief time or the rest of my life, if I'm getting together with someone, it's got to be because I really want to be with them.

The Americanised, Fordist rationalisation of sexual relationships may seem "mature" and "realistic", but love is neither of these. So what's the alternative? I prefer the bumbling, heart-thumping British way. It may be inefficient, but at least it feels human.

Romantic nonsense? Maybe. It's certainly not for those who can't bear to be single for any length of time. But I'd rather be a person alone than an object with someone else.

by: Julian Baggini in London

***risk falling in love...

Drinking for 11 - Mad Caddies

2005-03-25T04:50:00.000-08:00

Drinking for a living, that's just what i do,
When i'm not with you,
My heart goes to bed

End of the bar, that's just where i'll be,
Don't try and come find me
Cause i'm already dead

With one eye tied upon the open road
I feel your presence and i can't let it go
It moves so slowly as it creeps into my mind,
Steals every breath i have and leaves my heart behind

Wanna know what you're feeling if your feeling alone
I wanna hear if you still care
The last time i remember you was the last time i wasn't scared

When the nights start fading and the mornin' arrives
I wanna still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground
Once more and tell me what you're fighting for

Gotta try gotta try for tomorrow
When you can't see through to day
There's nowhere left to stay

Sometimes i feel like im out here all alone
Just one in million stuck with no place left to go

The fear steps up to me with every move that i make
Following close behind my soul it wants to take

***this song kept playing on my mind, don't know why. but hey! im not drinking for a living.

laitera 101

2005-03-12T23:50:00.000-08:00

[pay + joy + sarah] = [laiteras]
[flirt] = [kalait lait since birth]

pay, joy, sarah: mindin their own business..

flirt: biglang epal about her life being a kabit chu chu..

pay, joy, sarah: busy busy busy.. cleanin up others' mess..

flirt: sleepin.. oh my gah! super senyorita ang dating!

pay, sarah: sleepin like babies ng biglang.. oh my gah!

flirt: turned on the lights!! sabay makikiutang pa sa may ari ng bahay na tinulugan nya without even helping in cleanin up.. sheezz..

lait moment (para kay flirt):
1. keeps on flirting guys - ang problem, ayaw sa kanya ng guys.
2. ininvite ang sarili sa bahay ng hindi nya kaclose - close??
3. sleepin whatever - sarap ng tulog. di man lang naisip tumulong in cleaning up.
4. cordless fone 101 - wala bang cordless fone sa bundok? oh my gah! she doesn't know how to use a cordless fone!
5. wag makisali sa aming usapan - we're happy talkin with each other sabay eepal. ok sana makisali pero sana may sense ung sasabihin. pero what? pinagsisiksikan nya ang kabit chu chu topic nya, like the hell we care!
6. utangera - sheezz.. alam mo naman na you'll stay sa house ng iba tapos wala kang money.. haaay nako..

***tandaan: wag maging flirt. yun lang.

kahihiyan!

2005-03-12T23:40:00.000-08:00

what: apps nite

when: march 11, 2005

where: sarah's garden

why: i dunno!

does talent really counts when u wanna join an org?

anyway, thank God its finally ovaaaaah!

zzZZzZzzZZ...

mountainous mountains of the FAMILYA POORITA

2005-03-09T18:20:00.000-08:00

welcome to my world! my wonderful, fantastic, expectacular and and phenomenal world!